Stuck

Now that I all wrote this the pressure got so high I really can't stand anymore. I needed to put something in my underwear to catch up the fluids dripping out of the metal holes. I am in such a high need of an orgasm and I am so stupid right now to fight this belt while I know it's useless and only torturing me. But my body is so high-sensitive and my orgasm is sooo close that i try to keep this feeling as long as I can. But to reach my orgasm I need much more freedom than this belt gives me. I try to get some sleep now and write more later.....